The end followed by a new beginning.

Hi,

So I don't think it is necessary for me to go through everything from the beginning. Bottom line is that the person I thought I could really trust got a new partner 2 days after we ended our relationship. Hahaha. Yea, I always thought that there are certain things which should not happen to me, but they actually did happen. Like the car accident, when I least expected it. I'm only human who deserves to get angry but at the same time I have realized that things happen for the best reasons although I might not have discovered most of it yet. I had been in my comfort zone where I was also very protected and obligated in certain things. Like what my rainbow heart sister said, I was in a golden cage where everything was provided, but I couldn't do more than what was allowed.

I consider myself very lucky, to have a strong support system and to be out of a 3 year relationship by getting cheated on. It's so much easier to get over it but also the most painful as I had trusted and gave my heart to this person. After almost 3 weeks being single, I realized what I have been missing out in experiencing life before marriage. It also made me a stronger and bigger person, because I gave him a second chance when I had totally lost my feelings for him when he betrayed me one year ago. I was and still am capable of lowering down my ego to allow miracles to seem possible. I don't believe that people who couldn't respect me deserve the best of me. Therefore, I am very glad it is over. I have always believed that when you really want something so badly but it doesn't go your way, something much better than what you expect will come along. :)

Love, dreamer.