The Spark

Hi,

So I have discovered the good reasons behind the break up. The break up has finally allowed me to become an individual again, who I was and who I am and how I am supposed to be. I feel whole again, and I have never been any happier in life. I refuse to feel anything less than blessed, cos I am truly grateful with what I have now and what I have become. My mom told me that, when you are at your lowest point in life, there is only one way to get back up and that is by going back to your religion-where you're from. And so I did, and I am feeling all the happiness in the world that it is impossible for me to think that life sucks right now. This is truly the greatest gift I could ever get from a break up. Haha!

I think another important thing I have learned out of this whole thing is to be patient and have a lot of faith in God. I had a few friends who came to me and complained how their life suck and unfair. I used to feel that way about my life at times (who doesn't?), self pity I'd say. But I think that life is much bigger than that, and how could I feel so happy about life right now when my ex is trying to rub shit on my face, being dramatic about his new life and all? Because I have all the wonderful people around me, and that 1 unworthy person could never affect my life. That's how. We are the master of our own minds, therefore we control our own emotions. We only feel that life is unfair because we let ourselves feel that way, right? Am I making sense? I am feeling fever-ish out of a sudden. Okay, random! To conclude, I have found every good reasons about the break up. And I am very lucky, blessed and grateful. Life is colourful, and wonderful. So why fret on petty little things?

Love, dreamer.