unbelievably idiotic.

7.08am.

still awake.wide awake.welcome to existence blog.this is unbelievably idiotic that i am blogging while i can't sleep.took me 3 hours to try.i'd rather be up and do something productive.right,this is a big relieve,pfft.the last time i can't sleep was a year ago.took me 4 hours.i had to force cry myself so that i can sleep.i'm not coming home late again.bad bad bad.i'm friggin' tired but i'm not sleepy.perfect.please,please sleep,i'm begging myself!hope this will be my last time blogging here.fucking hell.

i can't sleep cos i can't stop thinking cos my brain is still functioning and hectic.i've been depressed lately.probably pms.i dunno.hope so.talked to myself while i was trying to sleep.blogging is a better way of talking to yourself,less weird.i'm so hating this.i need to study.but my body is friggin' tired like hell.

i think i can't sleep cos i'm depressed,stressed,hungry & thirsty.too lazy to eat or drink before i go to bed at 4 sumthin.hah,now i'm facing the consequences of being lazy.omg i don't talk to myself.this can't be happening.